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There is a Japanese word, sat, a theater director once described the meaning of this word to me as the moment right before a performer walks on stage when the heart is racing with the knowledge that anything could happen, the moment right before creation, the moment of crisis. This is very close to the Sanskrit word Satya meaning truth. It is this moment of crisis, this moment of truth that we have the opportunity to confront our fear and to feel the most alive. There is a moment of sat every time I exhale right before I inhale my leg above my head for Pincha Mayurasana. I remember the first time I came to balance in this pose. It was mantra month a year ago at Jivamukti. I had been struggling to find my balance away from the wall, but every time I kicked my legs up I would feel fear, to avoid this fear I would hold my breath and hope for the best only to fond myself landing heavily on the floor. In the moment of crisis I lost consciousness. On this particular day I was concentrating on inhaling Om Namah and exhaling Shiva when my teacher instructed me to place my forearms on the floor and kick my legs overhead and come to balance. Well, at the moment of crisis I was so focused on my mantras that it overshadowed my fear. I found that as I exhaled Shiva my legs remained balanced over my head. Pincha Mayurasana is an inversion in which we often experience fear by tuning our perspective upside-down and going into the unknown. What is most interesting about inversions is the opportunity at the sat moment, making the choice to look at fear straight in the face, making the choice to stay present, and making the choice to go into the intensity of life. Pincha Mayurasana translates as peacock feather pose. The peacock is the emblem of the Indian Goddess of the Arts, Saraswati. Like the goddess, the peacock is both beautiful and fierce. Most of the time the peacock walks with his beautiful fan of feathers dragging behind him on the ground. At the time the rainy season approaches or when enticing his mate with his attractiveness he lifts his splendid crown of feathers. The yogi's intention is to make themselves as attractive to god as possible. Just as the peacock lifts their feathers, the yogi adorns themselves with good intentions and an unconditional loving heart. This pose can be seen as a metaphor for this intention. There is a fierceness and a bravery to the peacock that is needed for the yogi to have an unconditional loving heart. This bravery is cultivated during this pose. The peacock can eat snakes and be unaffected by their poison. This symbolizes the yogi who can live in New York City and with its endless objects of distractions, remain steady and unaffected. The peacock feathers are adorned with "eyes" at the top of each feather. The eyes at the top of the feather remind the yogi that true sight does not come from the eyes but from the heart. While in the Peacock pose we see the world upside down with our eyes and are reminded that true sight comes from within.
The Alignment of Pincha Mayurasana
Getting into Pincha Mayurasana
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